Behind my Mind

by Brunhilde

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„Behind my mind.....“



„Bei vielen ist die Problemzone nicht der Po, Beine oder Bauch sondern der Kopf“ :)

Unser zweites Album „Behind my Mind“ hat sich geschrieben wie ein Diktat. Es sprudelte nur so raus und war mit allem drum und dran in einem ¾ Jahr fertig. Man ist sich einfach sicher, dass alles passt...

Alles stimmt irgendwie.... außer paar Kleinigkeiten... es läuft, als hättest man die Lieder schon 30 Jahre vorher geschrieben und abgemischt.. Als wäre es selbstverständlich wie es klingen soll, weil man sie mein Leben lang gehört habe.

Mit Sicherheit gibt es die eine oder andere Verbesserung...Ich steh allerdings nicht auf „Schnörksel“ und finde es durchaus gut, wenn man nicht versucht perfekt zu sein... Denn wer oder was ist das schon.... Dennoch sind wir in unserem Handwerk sehr selbstkritisch und das ist auch gut so, denn das lässt einen teilweise über sich hinaus wachsen. Es ist sehr interessant zu sehen, wie man mit seiner Musik wächst...

Die Themen der Titel, sind Themen, die sich „hinter dem Verstand“ abspielen.Manche mit Sinn, manche ohne... Wie das eben so ist wenn die Problemzone „Kopf“ ist... :) Dinge, die man nicht laut sagen sollte. Wir musste auch wieder sehr viel zensieren, herausstreichen, durchstreichen, übermalen, neues Blatt nehmen, auf die Zunge beißen und einige Metaphern verwenden, dass es nicht zu anstößig wird. Man kann die Texte demnach interpretieren wie z.B. die Bibel. Man zieht einfach das Beste für sich heraus. :)

Alles in allem war es eine sehr spannende Produktion, eine schöne Erfahrung und ein mega gutes Gefühl, weil es einfach läuft...

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Track Name: Second Devil
Second Devil


When I see you, you drop me to a low level
and comes out my second devil.
Your evil arogante kind makes me sick,
like a bad attractant Skinflick.
With a look of you, my scars are open.


until yesterday I didt know how to get there.
you have friends that you pay and you will share.
you act like a credible angel.
But my second Devil seems ridiculous,
against your second face of the Hell Angels.


i feel your presence, downside the medal
theres a conversation to my second devil.
Your evil arogante kind makes me sick,
like a bad attractant Skinflick.
With a look of you, my scars are open.


until yesterday I didt know how to get there.
you have friends that you pay and you will share.
you act like a credible angel.
But my second Devil seems ridiculous,
against your second face of the Hell Angels.
Track Name: Dark Defender
Dark Defender

Once I thought that the world was better than I think.
I thought I can live in safety and everything is pink.
Am I wrong? Do I have to fear? Do I need a dark defender?
I better do it myself and manage my suspender.

I think, you cant be trusted, so I have to take precautions.
You lied to me. Somehow I think my thoughts are in distortion.
Am I wrong? do I have to fear? Do I need a dark defender?
I´ll meet all your demands and you never will surrender.

If I can, I'll do it myself.
Take my hand and watch yourself.
I'll Show You Where the true Lie is buried.
We dig them out, Because we will be married.

between right and wrong are worlds apart.
In today's world you need a bodyguard.
between right and wrong are worlds apart.
We welcome our evil counterpart.

If I can, I'll do it myself.
Take my hand and watch yourself.
I'll Show You Where the true Lie is buried.
We dig them out, Because we will be married.

Corrupt politicians, the culprits belong into the prison,
sleaze rapist and child molesters not to despise the venal directors.
Followed by killers and cheaters and pedophile preachers.
Social parasites get a fat dislike.
Torturers and second offenders, dont need a Dark Defender.
Why do we need animal cruelty? This is not a scenic beauty.

If I can, I'll do it myself.
Take my hand and watch yourself.
I'll Show You Where the true Lie is buried.
We dig them out, Because we will be married. will be married !!
Track Name: Behind my Mind
Behind my mind

Do you think I'm strong? Are you fainted?
So if we meet, do you think, you´re sainted?
Take the time to hear my story,
before you´re naughty and come into my territory.
Look behind the scenes and behind my mind,
before you judge, punish and undermine.

Come, and see the truth,
look behind my mind, and look in my face.
before you go somewhere else.
Can´t you see? or you'll die stupid?
Someday you'll wake up and be lucid.

Yes, I am strong. Stronger than you.
you have no chance, you think you get an interview?
I'll tell you one thing you small user,
The laugh is always and ever on the loser.
Look behind the scenes and behind my mind,
before you judge, punish and undermine.

Come, and stand the truth,
look behind my mind, and look in my face.
before you go somewhere else.
Can´t you see? or you'll die stupid?
Someday you'll wake up and be lucid.

The dice is cast.
Just Run away .....
your time has passed.
Just Run away .....
you're between the devil and the deep blue sea.
Can you bear it if I disagree?

I don´t care my swearheart if you just exist,
No one should be different than he is....
Dismissed!

Come, and understand the truth,
look behind my mind, and look in my face.
before you go somewhere else.
Can´t you see? or you'll die stupid?
Someday you'll wake up and be lucid.

Can't look behind my mind and here's the proof ...
you show me the flag of truce.

Do you realize, that you cant change me?...
Bad luck.... I'm sorry.
Track Name: If it hurts
If it hurts


Every day, I wrote to you a love song.
Today I know that it was so wrong.
I have to go and turn around my heel.
Is it hate or pain? Is it phantasy or real?

I´m Only happy if it hurts.
It is the winner's curse.
I´m Only happy if it hurts.
I just don´t find the right words.
I´m Only happy if it hurts.

Here we are. Alone and always together.
You are only in my dreams. Never Forever.
I wish you sense the same I have.
Is it hate or pain? is it love or a Clash.

I´m Only happy if it hurts.
It is the winner's curse.
I´m Only happy if it hurts.
I just don´t find the right words.
I´m Only happy if it hurts.

I dont know if you know, but you're the love of my life.
And I know.... I can never be your wife.

I will see you and get pissed.
I will give it and you´re not missed.

You´re Only happy if it hurts.
It is the winner's curse.
You´re Only happy if it hurts.
You just find the right words.

I´m Only happy if it hurts.
It is the winner's curse.
I´m Only happy if it hurts.
I just don´t find the right words.
I´m Only happy if it hurts.
Track Name: Dealing
Dealing

Without you, I would´t be alive.
My emotions turn - I will survive.
Today I´m fine and tomorrow I feel bad.
Only you can make me sad.

Maybe later you'll understand my lonely feelings.
I´ll never regret anything because
For you I’ll make more than just a false dealing.
Once we meet again.....
then you’ll know I´ve made a devil's dealing.
to keep you safe I’ve made a devil's dealing

Without you, I'm a different person.
A person of another version.
Don´t you know what you mean to me?
Don´t you know that we can be free?

Maybe later you'll understand my lonely feelings.
I´ll never regret anything because
For you I’ll make more than just a false dealing.
Once we meet again.....
then you’ll know I´ve made a devil's dealing.
to keep you safe I’ve made a devil's dealing


Maybe later you'll understand my lonely feelings.
I´ll never regret anything because
For you I’ll make more than just a false dealing.
Once we meet again.....
then you’ll know I´ve made a devil's dealing.
to keep you safe I’ve made a devil's dealing
Track Name: Bootycall
Bootycall


Why do you listen dont you agree?
She is too hot, rate the degrees.
Do you think you, can offend her because,
you dont like ,what she does?
Let's turn the tables for a moment:
Do you really think you're so potent
I´ve read your body is for sale.
That's a shame, you´re gettin stale .


Do you want to hook up?
Don´t call for a Bootycall.
Are you really so messed up?
Are you sure it ain´t too small?
Do you wanna hook up?
Don´t call for a Bootycall.
It´s her life. So don´t you drawl.
Because She is Miss bootycall.


Now, Listen carefully what I have to say.
Let´s call a spade a spade , Without someone to slay.
You don´t need her ears, because
you dont like ,what she does?
Let's turn the tables for a moment:
Do you really think you're so potent
I´ve read your body is for sale.
That's a shame, you´re gettin stale .


Do you want to hook up?
Don´t call for a Bootycall.
Are you really so messed up?
Are you sure it ain´t too small?
Do you wanna hook up?
Don´t call for a Bootycall.
It´s her life. So don´t you drawl.
Because She is Miss bootycall.

Lets go
Everybody hooked up
Everybody messed up
Don´t call for a bootycall
Everybody hooked up
Everybody messed up
Don´t call for a bootycall


Do you want to hook up?
Don´t call her a Bootycall.
Are you really so messed up?
Are you sure it ain´t too small?
Do you wanna hook up?
Don´t call for a Bootycall.
It´s her life. So don´t you drawl.
Because She is Miss bootycall.
Track Name: Ask me
Ask me

ask me questions To make me speechless.
ask me questions that hit me like a punch.
what do you want, my nights are sleepless.
by giving answers, i slip in a bad crunch.

Run away, away from me,
my bullet hits you in the knee.

Jumping on declivity
do you think it´s parody?

Run away, away from me,
You expect felicity?

Judging by - what you say,
you're almost on the wrong way.
the wrong way.
Ask me that´s the right way

Judging by what you say,
you're almost on the wrong way.

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ask me what you always wanted to know.
ask me what you've never dared to ask you.
I promise you that your knowledge will grow.
I'll give you the truth with 1,000 clues.

Run away, away from me,
my bullet hits you in the knee.

Jumping on declivity
do you think it´s parody?

Run away, away from me,
You expect felicity?

Judging by - what you say,
you're almost on the wrong way.
the wrong way.
Ask me that´s the right way

Judging by what you say,
you're almost on the wrong way.


Run away, away from me,
my bullet hits you in the knee.

Jumping on declivity
do you think it´s parody?

Run away, away from me,
You expect felicity?

Judging by - what you say,
you're almost on the wrong way.

Ask me that´s the right way

Judging by what you say,
you're almost on the wrong way.
Track Name: Fake or Real
Fake or Real

Nowadays, everything is fake.
Music, boobs, faces, bodies and Size Zero.
Where are my lost fucking heroes?
Fingernails, governments, trade dress made in China,
Even rejuvenation of a vagina.
News, hair, packaging and religions ..
Of everything there is a Special Edition.

What is fake and what is real?
Tell me about the deal.
What is right and what is wrong?
i was born to live my life....

What is fake and what is real?
Tell me about the deal.
What is right and what is wrong?
i was born to live my life conform?

Is there still honesty?
Photoshop, tooth whitening and hair extensions,
You meet on the cheaters Convention.
Plecebos, Politics, and diet drinks
Do you think after more than you think?
food is a diet, organic fruit in plastic.
Oh I say it so ... This world is fantastic.


What is fake and what is real?
Tell me about the deal.
What is right and what is wrong?
i was born to live my life...

What is fake and what is real?
Tell me about the deal.
What is right and what is wrong?
i was born to live my life conform?


What is fake and what is real?
Tell me about the deal.
What is right and what is wrong?
i was born to live my life conform?
Track Name: Laughing Demon
Laughing demon

Do you see yourself, looking in the mirror?
Do you need the picture clearer?

I will help you if you are out of control.
But tell me what´s your real role.

You're a sad person but there´s no reason.
You are a sad person with a Laughing demon.

Do you see yourself , lookin in the mirror?
Do you need the picture clearer?

Don´t be sad, and stop the power.
your shit does not smell like a flower.

You're a sad person but there´s no reason.
You are a sad person with a Laughing demon.

Sometimes I think, if I were you, I'd rather be me.
Why do you look so sad?
Do you think you're a nobody?

You're better than you think, With your crazy notions.
you´re ok to be you, with all your emotions.

Sometimes I think, if I were you, I'd rather be me.
Why do you look so sad?
Do you think you're a nobody?

You're better than you think, With your crazy notions.
you´re ok to be you, with all your emotions.

You're a sad person but there´s no reason.
You are a sad person with a Laughing demon.

Sometimes I think, if I were you, I'd rather be me.
Why do you look so sad?
Do you think you're a nobody?

You're better than you think, With your crazy notions.
you´re ok to be you, with all your emotions.
Track Name: Don´t bring me down
Don`t bring me down

I love you sooo ....
your heart is like a hoe.

so much time has passed away.
and you have some betrayed.

Every day and every night
Did you see me in the candlelight?

Creeping up the stairs of hell.
and ringing loud at my doorbell.


you bring me down?
Bring me back, before I forget.
What's wrong with you?
We know that you were untrue.


I fell for you ....
Are you the one who?

so much time I've wasted,
the honeyd smell you taste it.


Don´t bring me down?
you know, you´re just a clown.
What's wrong with you?
You know that you were untrue.


you bring me down?
Bring me back, before I forget.
What's wrong with you?
We know that you were untrue.
Don´t bring me down?
you know, you´re just a clown.
What's wrong with you?
You know that you were untrue.
Track Name: Goodbye
Goodbye


Don´t go without saying goodbye.
Don´t go without a kind word.
Please meet me in a dream and try
to tell me that you are now a bird.
I hope it doesn´t hurt when you're gone
Tell me that you have found, peace before dawn.

For all those who cant say goodbye ....
Transform yourself into a butterfly.

Don´t go without saying "I love you".
Stop crying, you can still fly,
and someday I'll fly with you.

Don´t go without a beautiful smile.
Don´t go because of dispute.
Our parting is only for a while.
But suddenly everything is so confused.

A black hole was torn in my soul.
I need to ensure my self-control

Don´t go without saying "I love you".
Stop crying, you can still fly.
My thoughts are always with you.
and someday I'll fly with you.

Don´t go without saying "I love you".
Don´t go without saying that you're safe.
Please take my sadness,
Please take my pain,
Give me gladness
Once you're there, please let it rain.
Track Name: Unicorn
Unicorn

I want to ride a unicorn, I want to be free.
We ride through the sky and meet the bumble bees.
Above your house we make a stopover.
my unicorn has a hangover.
i let it punkin´on your roof, let´s hope your house is waterproof.

hey, you ought to know, this is no fairy-tale?
hey whats up, you´re looking pale!
I sprinkle glitter - hocus pocus,
who knows what else is my focus.

I grinnin´ like a Cheshire cat,
that just has caught a norway rat.
i know that you´re thick as a brick.
to me, don´t ever play a trick.

I wish to meet a mermaid, I want to be free.
We swim through the ocean and see the glee.
Down at the sea bottom, it´s filled with peacel.
incredible wonders, no disease.
Here are people with their fins and unicorns with golden wings.

hey, you ought to know, there is no fairy-tale?
hey whats up, your looking pale!
I sprinkle glitter - hocus pocus,
who knows what else is my focus.

I grinnin´ like a Cheshire cat,
that just has caught a normay rat.
i know that you´re thick as a brick.
to me, don´t ever play a trick.
Track Name: Dissapear
Disappear

There must be something we can handle.
Maybe you should go somewhere else.
Where you can make a scandal,
and then you clean your cells.

The right place is a wonderland
I do not know if you understand
The wind will blow you away.
In the valley of the abyss.
I hope that you astray. that you astray

If I could force you to go ....
If you were no longer here.
If I could force you to go ....
If you were no longer here.
You have to disappear.

The rain falls on the cemetery
Yesterday, tomorrow, like today and then
For you that is secondary.
You cant explain it again.

Since there isn´t truth in your faith
Your blank look is full of haze.
The wind will blow you away.
In the valley of the abyss.
I hope that you astray.

If I could force you to go ....
If you were no longer here.
If I could force you to go ....
If you were no longer here.
You have to ...

Disappear...
You have to disappear.
Disappear... You have to disappear.


If I could force you to go ....
If you were no longer here.

If I could force you to go ....
You have to disappear.
If you were no longer here.
You have to disappear.
Track Name: BRUNHILDE - If It hurts
If it hurts


Every day, I wrote to you a love song.
Today I know that it was so wrong.
I have to go and turn around my heel.
Is it hate or pain? Is it phantasy or real?

I´m Only happy if it hurts.
It is the winner's curse.
I´m Only happy if it hurts.
I just don´t find the right words.
I´m Only happy if it hurts.

Here we are. Alone and always together.
You are only in my dreams. Never Forever.
I wish you sense the same I have.
Is it hate or pain? is it love or a Clash.

I´m Only happy if it hurts.
It is the winner's curse.
I´m Only happy if it hurts.
I just don´t find the right words.
I´m Only happy if it hurts.

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I dont know if you know, but you're the love of my life.
And I know.... I can never be your wife.

I will see you and get pissed.
I will give it and you´re not missed.

You´re Only happy if it hurts.
It is the winner's curse.
You´re Only happy if it hurts.
You just find the right words.

I´m Only happy if it hurts.
It is the winner's curse.
I´m Only happy if it hurts.
I just don´t find the right words.
I´m Only happy if it hurts.

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